urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday D. Jan D. Jan 2005-11-27T07:30:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:32507 2005-11-27T06:19:41Z 2005-11-27T07:30:35Z Pinback - Seville life is so good right now it's hard to put it in words. i dont think i can, i'm that bad. this semester has only two weeks left and i'm off to my expedition around the world. God has blessed me with wonderful parents and i'm thankful for that. but so far, life has been good. the other week i got mad. it hasnt happend in so long so i was unable to figure out what i was mad at. i came to realize that it was nothing too big and i stopped worrying about it. it felt good wanting to pummel someone and kick them in the face while they lay unconcious. luckly, it never happened. that's my weakness when it comes to relationships, i just dont care because there are much important things in life. it wasnt me that i was trapped in the situation but it was everyone around me. it felt as if i was feeling what they were feeling. you know how that type of weird shit happens? there's a special term for that. i could be losing my mind.<br /><br />that's my problem, i dont care about anything. the only thing i care about is me, my education, and family. friends should be on that list but i dont think i've put enough effort. recent talks with a few friends has helped me put things in perspective. maybe that'll be my new years resolution: be more open. i then thought about it, there's nothing really to be open about. i'm that boring. not quite boring, dull. a shallow individual. but then i'd say, "i dont give a fuck" i really dont. only God could judge me. hahahahahhaa, i want that tattooed on my arm with the bad boy character underneath! YES<br /><br />never sell yourself short. my brother told me that the other day. only person that you can disappoint is yourself. the only person you can fail is yourself. the only person that will make a difference is yourself. <br /><br />i'll be in japan in less than two weeks. that's just amazing! it's quite hard to fathom. i hope everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year because i never really do this journal thingy majig. <br /><br />sing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:32143 2005-11-25T23:39:26Z 2005-11-25T23:39:26Z Never sell yourself short. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:31890 2005-08-26T04:13:44Z 2005-08-26T04:13:44Z make life beautiful urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:31676 2005-08-23T03:10:59Z 2005-08-23T04:41:20Z my little nephew sings somebody told me by the killers. hahaha, it's great urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:31449 2005-08-16T09:01:40Z 2005-08-16T09:01:40Z Zero 7 - Somersault i want to go to a beach. yeah. the only problem going to the nearest beach in sac (folsom) is that i might catch that damn west nile shizer. damn lakes. i wont let that scare me. i bet they used that as an excuse to spray chemicals and poisons on us. sons of bitches. i want to meet or know some one that knew someone that caught this deadly virus. when i do find out that it does exist, i'll be a little more sentimental. but until then...<br /><br />eye doctor tomorrow =) hopefully, he'll find improvements. it'd be good news. i'd probably jump for joy to know that my brain is fixing itself!! i'd start dancing, dancing to some head automatica!<br /><br />today is significant. i cant put my finger on it.... (is it finger? i dont know) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:31157 2005-08-10T09:40:55Z 2005-08-10T09:40:55Z Andrew Bird's Bowl of Fire - Sovay white stripes in less than 72 hours! that's freakin' awesome!<br /><br />i want to go to sleep but all of my clothes are on my bed. i plan on bringing three outfits to school this year. one for school, one for biking, one for sleep. i'll just rotate.<br /><br />the past week i've been obsessed with architecture. i think i'm gonna subscribe to magazines and read books on it. speaking of books, i've got to mail one. <br /><br />readers(if any), listen to this album. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:30810 2005-07-15T05:46:33Z 2005-07-15T05:46:33Z when there is nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire<br> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v225/egdelwonk84/DSC00731.jpg"><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:30584 2005-07-09T07:17:52Z 2005-07-09T07:18:41Z Gosling - I Am The Avocado I GET TO WATCH THE WHITE STRIPES!!!! YESSS!!! <br /><br />I think i smell a fucking rat you sons of bitches!!!!<br /><br />people are fucking idiots when they talk about politics, sports, religion, and foreign affairs. politics and foreign affairs really tick me off. ignorant fucks....you live in fucking america! and what's the deal with everyone supporting rappers. "the beat's tight" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! i dont have much hate for them because hate's bad & evil like breaking a glass rod in your penis but it hurts my ears to listen to it. but...<br /><br />I'M SEEING THE WHITE STRIPES!!! SCORE! THREE POINTER! GOALLL!!! chicken. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:30300 2005-06-29T05:11:48Z 2005-06-29T05:11:48Z everthing is dynamite urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:30019 2005-06-22T22:35:18Z 2005-06-22T22:35:18Z Jets to Brazil - ****** shit, pilates is genius! fuck you back pain! WAHOO. strengthen your core damnit! doctor tried to prescribe me some medication for my shoulder pain and the next day there was a recall on the medicine. i never picked it up, glad i didnt. stupid ass medicine companies. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:29809 2005-06-18T00:09:10Z 2005-06-18T00:09:10Z yup Another tear in the sea<br />Another drop in the ocean<br />After the fall<br />Waiting to sink<br />Oh, solo mio<br />It's all right now<br />Come closer<br />Talk to me<br />Oh, solo mio<br />Sah fasa gan<br />There's a definite feeling<br />Buried down<br />Wrecking itself<br />Taking you with me<br />The more they was<br />The more they were<br />The more they wander from<br />There's a terrible reason... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:29671 2005-06-14T19:54:42Z 2005-06-14T19:54:42Z this has to be the funniest thing by far<br> Look at that face! look at the clinching of the fists! NO ONE STANDS A CHANCE!<br> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v225/egdelwonk84/THEHULK.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:29345 2005-06-13T06:24:53Z 2005-06-13T06:24:53Z Mobius Band - Multiply might as well update this while i have the time. the middle school/highschool reunion/birthday party was pretty fun. mylan is 21! i turn 21 this year too!!! fuck, did no homework this weekend! SOB. mobius band...they're cool. <br /><br />i threw out my rotator cup...getting old! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:29101 2005-05-30T22:22:51Z 2005-05-30T22:22:51Z 1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.<br />2. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.<br />3. If I were to wrestle with you in a vat of jello, the flavor would be....<br />4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.<br />5. I will tell you my first memory of you.<br />6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.<br />8. Put this in your journal urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:28779 2005-05-08T21:28:49Z 2005-05-08T21:28:49Z Pinback - West the thing great about rain is walking in it.<br /><br />today is mother's day. i gave all the mothers in the family a call. as i was calling them, it made me realize how much i love my aunt letty. <br /><br />today is may 8th. today is may 8th. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:28428 2005-04-28T17:58:43Z 2005-04-28T17:58:43Z my side of the room is a mess.<br /><br />coachella in 48 hours!<br /><br />gotta meet my advisor.<br /><br />i wonder if anyone from africa will be at coachella?<br /><br />i've been humming abbandon pools - remedy in my head all day.<br /><br />fucking thumb hurts.<br /><br />i'm gonna get hella dark. i'm gonna take a before and after picture. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:28178 2005-04-21T22:16:15Z 2005-04-21T22:16:15Z reply with your name and i'll tell you something i adore about you. [[ then copy and paste this into your own journal.]] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:28059 2005-04-19T00:21:35Z 2005-04-19T00:21:35Z Karen O - Hello Tomorrow a very spontaneous weekend. i dont think my family has ever been on time for any family event. <br> <br> highlights:<br> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; seeing the family<br> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; visiting my lolo &amp; lola<br> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; beniceo doing the hulk<br> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; giving advice to my nephew<br> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; driving with my dad<br> <br> here are some pictures<br> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v225/egdelwonk84/DSC00278.jpg"><br> <br> the fam-bam<br> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v225/egdelwonk84/DSC00292.jpg"><br> <br> they have no idea what they're doing! YES! "just smile and roll around" babies are great.<br> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v225/egdelwonk84/DSC00290.jpg"><br> <br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:27844 2005-04-17T07:14:38Z 2005-04-17T07:14:38Z i can't wait till i have kids.<br /><br />all of a sudden, i'm back home. <br /><br />eight years ago, my nephew was born. i was in the sixth grade.<br /><br />i can listen to pinback all day!<br /><br />i love my family. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:27412 2005-04-03T09:32:31Z 2005-04-03T09:32:31Z God bless and godspeed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:27224 2005-03-30T23:11:12Z 2005-03-30T23:11:12Z Copeland - Walking Downtown i remember after attending church going to the bx (store) next door and attempting to make scuff marks with my shoes at the store lobby. i still try to do it if i have the right shoes on, leave my mark....the d.jan scuff mark. i'm thankful for my dad being so hard on us when we were young, i dont think i would be as imaginative as i am now. when you get grounded for summers you will do anything to pass the time; having no cable, nintendo, board games, or internet.<br />i remember my dad refused or couldnt pay the phone bill one summer and there was no incoming or outgoing phone calls. i remember my eldest sister being pissed off the whole time, fighting all the time with my pops.<br /><br />i need to go somewhere. some one take me somewhere. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:26776 2005-03-22T07:00:54Z 2005-03-22T07:02:02Z The Decemberists - The Bagman's Gambit how hard is it to put my name on the other will call?! fucking bimbo's. i paid for that shit, they should let me do whatever i damn well please. now, i wasted $20.62 and i wont be able to see a show i paid for. i'll try my hardest to see them tomorrow but knowing my luck i'll probably end up getting hurt in the process. maybe stacey is in san fran?<br /><br />so it's gonna rain all week. being the first week of spring, it kinda sucks. i thought spring break was the week where girls walk around in their bikini having wet t-shirt contests. <br /><br />i've been watching a whole bunch of sucky ass films. it's making me depressed. to fix that, i bought Napoleon Dynamite and Forrest Gump at Target today. Gump was only $7.50!!!!<br /><br />"Are you guys having a killer time?" =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:26591 2005-03-18T05:57:17Z 2005-03-18T05:57:17Z Kings of Convenience - Homesick <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v225/egdelwonk84/Momma2boys.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:26152 2005-03-15T08:55:55Z 2005-03-15T08:55:55Z it will not be windy today. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dawneveryday:25635 2005-03-02T21:15:16Z 2005-03-02T21:15:16Z El-P - Tuned Mass Damper i donate blood because everybody does it!<br /><br />THAT'S THE SHIT!!!!