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[Nov. 26th, 2005|09:59 pm] |
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| | Pinback - Seville | ] |
life is so good right now it's hard to put it in words. i dont think i can, i'm that bad. this semester has only two weeks left and i'm off to my expedition around the world. God has blessed me with wonderful parents and i'm thankful for that. but so far, life has been good. the other week i got mad. it hasnt happend in so long so i was unable to figure out what i was mad at. i came to realize that it was nothing too big and i stopped worrying about it. it felt good wanting to pummel someone and kick them in the face while they lay unconcious. luckly, it never happened. that's my weakness when it comes to relationships, i just dont care because there are much important things in life. it wasnt me that i was trapped in the situation but it was everyone around me. it felt as if i was feeling what they were feeling. you know how that type of weird shit happens? there's a special term for that. i could be losing my mind.
that's my problem, i dont care about anything. the only thing i care about is me, my education, and family. friends should be on that list but i dont think i've put enough effort. recent talks with a few friends has helped me put things in perspective. maybe that'll be my new years resolution: be more open. i then thought about it, there's nothing really to be open about. i'm that boring. not quite boring, dull. a shallow individual. but then i'd say, "i dont give a fuck" i really dont. only God could judge me. hahahahahhaa, i want that tattooed on my arm with the bad boy character underneath! YES
never sell yourself short. my brother told me that the other day. only person that you can disappoint is yourself. the only person you can fail is yourself. the only person that will make a difference is yourself.
i'll be in japan in less than two weeks. that's just amazing! it's quite hard to fathom. i hope everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year because i never really do this journal thingy majig.
sing. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|03:38 am] |
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Never sell yourself short. |
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| breaking my back |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|08:09 pm] |
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my little nephew sings somebody told me by the killers. hahaha, it's great |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|01:50 am] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
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| | Zero 7 - Somersault | ] |
i want to go to a beach. yeah. the only problem going to the nearest beach in sac (folsom) is that i might catch that damn west nile shizer. damn lakes. i wont let that scare me. i bet they used that as an excuse to spray chemicals and poisons on us. sons of bitches. i want to meet or know some one that knew someone that caught this deadly virus. when i do find out that it does exist, i'll be a little more sentimental. but until then...
eye doctor tomorrow =) hopefully, he'll find improvements. it'd be good news. i'd probably jump for joy to know that my brain is fixing itself!! i'd start dancing, dancing to some head automatica!
today is significant. i cant put my finger on it.... (is it finger? i dont know) |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|02:32 am] |
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| | jubilant | ] |
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| | Andrew Bird's Bowl of Fire - Sovay | ] |
white stripes in less than 72 hours! that's freakin' awesome!
i want to go to sleep but all of my clothes are on my bed. i plan on bringing three outfits to school this year. one for school, one for biking, one for sleep. i'll just rotate.
the past week i've been obsessed with architecture. i think i'm gonna subscribe to magazines and read books on it. speaking of books, i've got to mail one.
readers(if any), listen to this album. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
when there is nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 9th, 2005|12:06 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | Gosling - I Am The Avocado | ] |
I GET TO WATCH THE WHITE STRIPES!!!! YESSS!!!
I think i smell a fucking rat you sons of bitches!!!!
people are fucking idiots when they talk about politics, sports, religion, and foreign affairs. politics and foreign affairs really tick me off. ignorant fucks....you live in fucking america! and what's the deal with everyone supporting rappers. "the beat's tight" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! i dont have much hate for them because hate's bad & evil like breaking a glass rod in your penis but it hurts my ears to listen to it. but...
I'M SEEING THE WHITE STRIPES!!! SCORE! THREE POINTER! GOALLL!!! chicken. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|10:11 pm] |
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everthing is dynamite |
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| i have two nostrils |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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| | Jets to Brazil - ****** | ] |
shit, pilates is genius! fuck you back pain! WAHOO. strengthen your core damnit! doctor tried to prescribe me some medication for my shoulder pain and the next day there was a recall on the medicine. i never picked it up, glad i didnt. stupid ass medicine companies. |
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| Pinback - Tres |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|05:08 pm] |
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| | relaxed | ] |
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| | yup | ] |
Another tear in the sea
Another drop in the ocean
After the fall
Waiting to sink
Oh, solo mio
It's all right now
Come closer
Talk to me
Oh, solo mio
Sah fasa gan
There's a definite feeling
Buried down
Wrecking itself
Taking you with me
The more they was
The more they were
The more they wander from
There's a terrible reason... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
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this has to be the funniest thing by far
Look at that face! look at the clinching of the fists! NO ONE STANDS A CHANCE!
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
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| | dirty | ] |
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| | Mobius Band - Multiply | ] |
might as well update this while i have the time. the middle school/highschool reunion/birthday party was pretty fun. mylan is 21! i turn 21 this year too!!! fuck, did no homework this weekend! SOB. mobius band...they're cool.
i threw out my rotator cup...getting old! |
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[May. 30th, 2005|03:22 pm] |
1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
3. If I were to wrestle with you in a vat of jello, the flavor would be....
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 8th, 2005|02:23 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Pinback - West | ] |
the thing great about rain is walking in it.
today is mother's day. i gave all the mothers in the family a call. as i was calling them, it made me realize how much i love my aunt letty.
today is may 8th. today is may 8th. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|10:52 am] |
my side of the room is a mess.
coachella in 48 hours!
gotta meet my advisor.
i wonder if anyone from africa will be at coachella?
i've been humming abbandon pools - remedy in my head all day.
fucking thumb hurts.
i'm gonna get hella dark. i'm gonna take a before and after picture. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2005|03:15 pm] |
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reply with your name and i'll tell you something i adore about you. [[ then copy and paste this into your own journal.]] |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|05:13 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | Karen O - Hello Tomorrow | ] |
a very spontaneous weekend. i dont think my family has ever been on time for any family event.
highlights:
seeing the family
visiting my lolo & lola
beniceo doing the hulk
giving advice to my nephew
driving with my dad
here are some pictures
the fam-bam
they have no idea what they're doing! YES! "just smile and roll around" babies are great.
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|12:09 am] |
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i can't wait till i have kids.
all of a sudden, i'm back home.
eight years ago, my nephew was born. i was in the sixth grade.
i can listen to pinback all day!
i love my family. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|01:31 am] |
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God bless and godspeed. |
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